Lost In The Shadows

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life//death 02:39
Bring me back to life where I saw the sun shine Bring me back to life I never saw my sun shine... Left with nothing but the memories of what I've lost to my greed Still every song I have screamed out "it's killing me" I never found what I need This life I have taken for granted Held down by my own worst habits I know I never truly faded away I just lost my meaning... Hope This is my last hope I am praying to save my soul Oh Lost in the shadows Set fire to the darkness I've grown With no more reasons I have given up on all I was seeking You saw my best through your eyes I only wish we could've said good-bye You're where I saw the sun shine...
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Patterns retraced as I'm falling in the deepest depths of my self loathing Am I no longer the man you once had said you love? We build our castle in the clouds but selfishly I brought it down And I fell so far from my beliefs I was always to blame I let the thought of 'us' change to nothing but pain in your heart As I watched you walk away I fell apart So I sift through the grey trying to ease my life Sunk down in shadows of my broken mind That sinking feeling deep inside of my chest It's so familiar and I tried my best But it was impossible to beat the odds I'm just a mortal in a world for gods Nightmares reminding endlessly that I have been banished in between the black and white Where I can't see what's right anymore Where I would rather see me die I reached for your hand but you left me in the dirt where I belong How did it go so wrong? That sinking feeling deep inside of my chest It's so familiar and I tried my best But it was impossible to beat the odds I'm just a mortal in a world for gods I'm slipping deep into this nightmare but I am wide awake Succumbed to my truest disaster I let my heart stop beating to ease my life Fuck! And when you find me carrying the scars that I call home Will I be too far gone from saving? (Save me!) Can I find purpose for my soul? That sinking feeling deep inside of my chest (Inside my chest) It's so familiar and I tried my best (I tried my best) But it was impossible to beat the odds (Beat the odds) I'm just a mortal in a world for gods And in this separation I confess (I confess) The life I'm living has become a mess (I'm a mess) And every love I've ever known I've lost (Love is lost) My selfish actions always came with a cost
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Show me something that I'll never be Give me hope there's still a way to climb up the walls I build just to survive For me to live I can never be alright I'm breaking down I'd tear apart my soul if it meant I could mend this damn hole I'm breaking down I'm losing control My disaster Shame how it always falls apart Why can't we hold close all we think we love? Never satisfied we hunger for the pain Relate and bear the crown I know I can't hate you for this You only thought it best to forfeit I know I can't hate you for this But I'll continue to hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself Why must I always fucking hate myself?
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Suicide Note 03:31
Save me! It's coming back again! This sorrow inside tells me to end my life It's like I'm fading I am so overwhelmed (This is a cry for help) Can someone please fix my broken mind? (This is a cry for help) Will anybody hear my calls tonight? To all of you who loved me I am sorry I was not meant for this world Been at the end so long my hearts gone cold I can't be strong I often wonder if you'd be better off without me alive It kills me knowing that I'll never be able to help you be free from all your pain and misery I hope you know sometimes we all fall You have the strength to feel alive again I tore my heart out every fucking time Getting close is what kills me I plead; I cry to feel loved I just need to end this fucking loneliness I once found my light and watched it shine until the sky's wept This fire faded I couldn't see the path My inner demons grew through the pain Just like a seed drinking the rain I tied my noose to kill the ache To all of you who loved me I am sorry I was not meant for this world Been at the end so long the noose must be where I belong Sever the pain within your heart and never be whole again
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This life is not enough Sinking into desperation I just want to feel loved Teach me how to ease my being I saw the path but I faltered And I let these demons inside me Reach for the stars just to fall to knee And inside our minds we're our worst enemy I saw the light It left me blind Another ghost forever haunting me (I just want to feel loved) And I still see the path I need to take To eliminate the shadows Free my heart from hate and find my peace I'll hang my sorrow Put me to rest I feel the nightmare fading Just as my minds decaying I see the devil waiting Reach for the stars just to fall to knee And inside our minds we're our worst enemy I saw the light It left me blind Another ghost forever haunting me I hate to say but I must love the pain And all the ways it changes me No good can stay when my life's such a stain Leave me behind just to forget my name (I see the devil) This time I am not the one to fade My past will not corrupt the future I am making My mind is a god-damned battlefield But I can see the light I know that I must break free Can I be something much more than I've been? If I break free will the suffering finally come to an end? Reach for the stars just to fall to knee And inside our minds we're our worst enemy I saw the light It left me blind Another ghost forever haunting me I hate to say but I must love the pain And all the ways it changes me No good can stay when my life's such a stain Leave me behind just to forget my name Reach for the stars just to fall to knee This is our destiny Reach for the stars just to fall to knee This is our destiny
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Erase Me 05:10
Design a new life I can't destroy with the pain ever-growing inside It seems like I will never be missed I think I'm giving up on fighting to exist And all these days I waste searching to find something I know I can never replace Every time I try to capture the sun The clouds swallow the light To leave my love forever undone I know I'm not alright I know I must die My mind is lost in the past Erase me I know I'm not alright I know that I must die Reach for your hand Turn away the ghost in I And say good-bye Say good-bye I'm losing hope I trust all I love Will leave me Just leave me I thought that we could see the other side and gave up everything to suffer Climbed out of the deepest hole Just to dive back below You swore that you would be my reason I fell back into my old pit The despair and darkness I don't think I can exist You were my hope when I was too afraid You were my home and I thought I'd been saved How the desperate cling to such fragile strings praying to be guided home All I know is that my life still has meaning to find But as I'm searching I'm losing my hope How the desperate cling How the desperate lose their hope How the desperate cling to such fragile strings praying to be guided home All I know is that my life still has meaning to find But I'm losing my hope All I know is that my life still has meaning to find But I'm, I'm losing my hope
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Can't Go On 02:23
Crawling from the dirt trying to breath again Lost the war against the pain that consumes within Could you hear me when I needed you the most? When I cried out to a ghost... Now all of my dreams are haunting me and I'm living in misery Now while my nightmares are complete I'm trapped in misery I don't think I can go on No... The constant fear that all the effort goes to waste Maybe this life's not for me And still I dream I can create my masterpiece But all I see are mistakes How can I go on when my dreams have only led me to the path to failure? Now all of my dreams are haunting me and I'm living in misery Now while my nightmares are complete I'm trapped in misery How can this really be me? No! I don't think I can go on...
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released April 23, 2021

Written by Zack Cambly
Produced / Mixed / Mastered by Ryan Macdonald at Lionheart Studios in Thunder Bay, Ontario

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